Well, once I again, I see the answer to prayer manifesting in my life…but I once again was not ready for what came with it.
I had asked God to give my husband a better job, one that he liked better, so he could be happier. Within a week, his company announced that all the “remote” employees have to move to Boston by August 30, or be laid off.
While I know that God has a plan, and my husband will land on his feet, and it will all work out ok, something else happened that I didn’t see coming.
My husband has been very angry because of :
1) How the company announced this plan. The people in the office knew before the people that are effected knew.
2) He is being forced to make a decision. He would like to make career-changes in his own time frame.
3) We just put a new roof on the house ($9000) and we just refinanced ($6000 in closing costs.)
Well there is other stuff too, but that’s the highlights.
Since my husband is angry ALL the time, it is stressing me out. I can feel the bad vibes. I always think he’s mad at me, which makes me defensive. I grew up in a house where my father was mad all the time; swearing, throwing things, hitting us. All this anger exuding from my husband is freaking me out. He keeps telling me he’s not mad at me, but I don’t know how to process all this.
I guess this is just anther one of those times where I have to keep my mind on Jesus, and ask for HIS peace in this storm.