My husband and I have FOUR funerals this month. I am buying Sympathy cards in bulk.
My heart physically hurts, but at least I’m not depressed. I have to allow myself to move a little more slowly through the day–and maybe that’s not such a bad thing.
There are many scriptures about HEALING for the Broken Hearted, which I have written in my journal downstairs. I hope to post about that next time, whenever that may be.
For now, I have to accept that fact that the pain is there, and it’s okay to talk to God about the pain that is there. David did it all throughout the Psalms.
In this microwave society, we want instant results. But life rarely gives us instant anything. (Sometimes, but rarely!)
Maybe I will have a deeper healing if I sit with the pain a while, and accept it and process it, and then receive my healing?